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 The name's Phoebe; student/props manager at PPCHA and living tornado. I'm a fan of old books, soccer and anything (no matter how vaguely) nautical-themed. Affiliates
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Undoing
Monday, April 18, 2011
3:47 AM
Trying to work up the energy to do something, anything. I actually slept-did something earlier. My mother was trying to talk me awake and I was trying to put 'Curiouser and Curiouser' on the side table, and I fell asleep halfway through it. Everything is wrong. I'm hoping I can sleep through Tuesday and wake up on Wednesday when it's time to go. My mind is not (and has never been) into college-entrance reviews, but that's okay. I've come to terms with the fact that I have no future.Okay. No I've not. But I don't like it when adults say, "I think you should do this or that". I want to pave my own path. I know my mom hopes I'll take Physical Therapy, and work abroad--maybe head into medicine--because we have "science in our line" and stuff, but the consequences are cutting a big chunk of my life out. I've never wanted to work abroad; I love it here. As long as everything stays like this, I do. My mom proposed the idea of working there just until I save up enough money, but then I'll just keep waiting for my life to start, and when it does, if it does, I'll be way past the peak of it. No. I want a life. I need a life. I am going to undo my damage. |